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- Name: Jeremy
- Age: 28
- Gender: Male
- Location: CMA WA US
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Healing Music
Umm. Yeah lol
The Frontlines
| Title | Type | Date |
|---|---|---|
| Re: September 17th is 5 months clean | Reply | 09/17/09 |
| September 17th is 5 months clean | New Topic | 09/17/09 |
| Where is Robby | New Topic | 08/20/09 |
| Re: Did you stop cold turkey,I'm killing myself again..sucks. | Reply | 08/20/09 |
| Hello All | New Topic | 08/20/09 |
ME MYSELF & I
The Music you may hear playing is my own
..I call it Aspiring Living Music..
If you have poetry you would like to see made into music, simply let me know. Everybody here at KCI is my brother. After that being said, I was always the type of addict who would get high and go on and on and on about how terrible it was. Hypocrite? sure. Some of my friends I would preach on to are no longer with us. I pay respect by visiting their graves. I would always trigger and get some dope, use once then flush it. Nevertheless, I am clean today and it is profound. After 10 long winters of abuse and denial and suicidal attempts, I have surrendered. I have determined this by my soul. It is not split down the middle with denial. I feel such a peace and restfulness that I feel in my mind. I am Done. My goal now is to help people. I always tried to high, and I will always try to sober. This drug, each day, becomes such an open sore. If we do not fight now, in 10 years what will become of this place, Earth? Take care all.
..I call it Aspiring Living Music..
If you have poetry you would like to see made into music, simply let me know. Everybody here at KCI is my brother. After that being said, I was always the type of addict who would get high and go on and on and on about how terrible it was. Hypocrite? sure. Some of my friends I would preach on to are no longer with us. I pay respect by visiting their graves. I would always trigger and get some dope, use once then flush it. Nevertheless, I am clean today and it is profound. After 10 long winters of abuse and denial and suicidal attempts, I have surrendered. I have determined this by my soul. It is not split down the middle with denial. I feel such a peace and restfulness that I feel in my mind. I am Done. My goal now is to help people. I always tried to high, and I will always try to sober. This drug, each day, becomes such an open sore. If we do not fight now, in 10 years what will become of this place, Earth? Take care all.
IMPACTUAL QUOTES
Let me tell you how it feels To feel like you're a failure
Been climbing out this gutter For what seems like it's forever
But one thing I must make clear The struggle of these years
Has made every scar the stronger My lust for life the longer
I will fight for what I love And I will fight for those I care
I will fight at anytime And I will fight anywhere
With my heart aimed at this world Destiny I watch unfurl
I'll wipe away the tears
Wipe away the tears....[Machine Head]
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"I'll never live in the past. LET FREEDOM RING WITH A SHOTGUN BLAST[Machine Head]
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"From Sorrow, To Serenity. The truth is Absolution" [Killswitch Engage]
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"To be like me friend, you dont know how..... walk for a mile.... and then,
turn around.... eyes ashamed" [Me]
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"Who was I, To do what I did, hardly a man, hardly a child" [Me]
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"This revelation is the death, of ignorance. Open up your heart, and gaze within" [KSE]
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Been climbing out this gutter For what seems like it's forever
But one thing I must make clear The struggle of these years
Has made every scar the stronger My lust for life the longer
I will fight for what I love And I will fight for those I care
I will fight at anytime And I will fight anywhere
With my heart aimed at this world Destiny I watch unfurl
I'll wipe away the tears
Wipe away the tears....[Machine Head]
_____________________________________________________________________
"I'll never live in the past. LET FREEDOM RING WITH A SHOTGUN BLAST[Machine Head]
_____________________________________________________________________
"From Sorrow, To Serenity. The truth is Absolution" [Killswitch Engage]
_____________________________________________________________________
"To be like me friend, you dont know how..... walk for a mile.... and then,
turn around.... eyes ashamed" [Me]
_____________________________________________________________________
"Who was I, To do what I did, hardly a man, hardly a child" [Me]
_____________________________________________________________________
"This revelation is the death, of ignorance. Open up your heart, and gaze within" [KSE]
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COMMENT TAG
Old Songs of Mine
Addiction Poetry
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Safety (Song I am creating)
05/17/09 23:16:16 | 0 Comments
Far away
I became
Just to open my own eyes.
A fairy tale
Nothing real
My own life I chose to deny
What is real?
Miles away
A game we all play
We all sail away.
No turning back - Safety
I will find myself again.
I can see the road ahead.
The memories of a dead end.
Haunting my soul memories
begin.
Oh my god no not again.
Never.
Who am I? To... -
Growing Hate
03/19/09 23:54:50 | 0 Comments
I seen the light but now its growing hate.
Hates growing evident.
I die to try but then its torn away.
Destroyed everything.
You see the try, you think the try
I think of trying eyes.
Then its gone.
Death unfolds itself
After so long.
RIP T.E.M
"Its time...... Mo..... its time.."
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A space between love I feel and loss
03/19/09 23:34:22 | 0 Comments
Did I want you to go? The obvious answer is no.
The space between the love I feel, and Loss.
Did I say sorry? Did ya really believe me?
The space between the love I feel, and loss...
No matter what......... Well be strong now
Carry on, with your doubt.
Did I...
EXPRESS YOU
gypsy
10/03/09
theknob
05/22/09
gypsy
05/19/09
if you have a problem, lemee know
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gypsy
05/19/09
I'm REALLY HAPPY to hear the change in your ?AURA? And I REALLY pray that thngs will stay this ROSY 4 U!
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gypsy
05/17/09
HERD THEM FRACKIN SEE MONKEYS into a "proper respectful crowd" and corral them pupydawgs..
Hot Damn, Son... You sound strong enuff to pull the ears off a Gondor!
Stay Safe!
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gypsy
03/20/09
AH HA!
I AM good for something!
I'm the dude used for the cursory comment blogging
so that one can open their autograph book!
YUKU !
Praise GOD! You hab gibbin me POIPOSE IN LIFE!
No Sweat baby! GLAD to be of service! I'm both honored and overwhelmed!
YET - as all Quid Oro Quo arrangments go...
I hadn't prepared a speech, so ad lib' -" I'd like to thank my..."
yeah yeah... GO DO THAT DAMN TAXFORM!
Lazy procrastinating findin somethin' else to do
INTERNET ADDICTED FOOLISH MAN!
ANOTHER whole damn day here in the [
"WILL YOU GET OFF MY ASS SELF"?
Sure Ricki... No problem man...
*aren't fresh turkey breast samitches jus -bout the tasiest damn thangz in the world?
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EXPRESS YOU